Life Without Words Is Nothing !!

I was sane Not exactly the way you thought me to be I was different Every day Every hour I was different Sometimes sad Sometimes happy Sometimes trying to avoid everything Sometimes trying to involve in everything But I was different... Not the same person I was There was something new in me everyday,  every week, every month, every year... But you were too busy to notice Then you blamed I changed Yes, I did!! Because I am not perfect nor I am imperfect.. Everyday was a new discovery for me New learning for me I was growing to be a person I am becoming with a change.. With a new phase I am here today changed and I will change No matter who notice and who not would love to hear "You changed" Because I will constantly change and grow.. Growth means change, Growth demands change, And I am a change..

Walk and stare Stare and walk Around the clock Tik tok I was lost In crowd of people and thoughts Things and beings Hate and love Over and over I was  trying to remember Where I belong Since how long I was lost Not here not there Don't know from where This wind blow my hair I wait I look I bow my head down On my knees I fall I stop the tear But I couldn't I break the silence I shatter down People walk, stare and talk But no one cared I was lost And I don't know where So I shout With a sweat I woke up This dream wasn't real But I felt like I was lost Nowhere but here.

Darkness of night Is what I am in love with You see the moon I try to reach it You want to make a wish when you see the shooting star And I try to catch it So different  The world is to you... How unique I see it. For you the sea is deep But I try to dive in  For you sky is the limit And I try to break it How small you think the world is And I think how small you are to this world.. You think you make your shadow follow you with the direction you choose... But for me its the light that makes your shadow follow you...  Try to walk in the dark just to check if your shadow still follows  ??

Let's write some words on you And some on me.. Let's travel the world Half for you and half for me.. Be my beast And let me be your.. Who needs beauty when the heart is same inside Your blood is as red as mine.. Let's fall in love little with your flaws and little with mine.. Together we can shine bright.. I am little tricky and hard with words.. So you are but in love.. If I am sky be my limits, If I fail over and over You better let me try again and again... In a jungle we are Just be my king.. If happiness is the key to success Be my happiness Comfort my soul... Let me be your shadow And you be mine.. Let's follow each other without blinking eyes..

Wind was scared The way she walked Who knew, She's dangerous And hurricane in making.. Without a thought Within a second She can do the damage..

When ever I am alone I feel so lost in my thoughts.. Deep in my heart I got stuck No place to escape.. This world feels like a prison Are we the criminals of our own thoughts..

She was not magical it was something else demons were powerful but not as powerful as her thoughts were she was different not dusky not white something that was enough to calm high tide she was waiting for a miracle that can change the reality of her existence  because sometimes the air around feels like a cage to her

Her face reminds him about untold stories that poetic wave in her hair makes him want to  fall in love all over again  with the one he fallen for thousand times like she's a mystery made to be resolved  only by him the way her smile makes him smile  and for him she's willing to risk her heart  all this was enough for them to be in love

She hated him With every cell in her body She was in pain, Which he didn't felt When he left her Her heart broke She was breathing But not alive Pain was working on her So perfectly Resulting in damaging Every inch of her

Disaster he called me Rebel I was His actions were smooth But harsh on me The reaction I gave Is what he fell for Disaster created the story On which he smiled I tried not to harm him, But disastrous i was.

And on this When you are standing here In front of me I still don't know You are close to me or not That you love me or not When I don't know that I should  love you Or just let go You tell me What should I do Your words still mean something to me

In hopeless nights He found a hope to survive Words sometimes mean nothing, But something...

In the world we are No love To make us criminal Lets fall in love Little crime is good for living Let me make you mine In my arms you live for life Come take my shoulder to rest on Allow me to see your smile Which comes on your face Because of me

She left him speechless When she talked about death She said i am going to die He didn't seemed to be impressed by her words He was hurt not because of what she said But for the reason that made her say that Now he's looking for a help Not help But help That can save her wife From dying This accident of her Was nothing But a war with life

Its amazing to write down whatever you feel. Your emotions, your feelings, your perception and let the words decide your inner thoughts. Describing your deepness with words is not easy because your vision, your thoughts are not always clear and sometimes reality sucks. And you write, write your emotions out. You kick out your feelings. Your pen become your power. You are just hopeless who need wings, searching for words all the time joining emotions with words, words with emotions to create a thought. You have the power to combine the words, to create the future by playing with history because you are living a mysterious life.

Sushi whom i call my best friend picks up my call hey, i'm taking bath i talk to you later. In my mind psycho side of me bitch then why you picked up my call. And finally i broke the silence and ask her to talk to me giving no attention to that how she will take her bath while talking to me. Yes i am even master of her in madness. Areeeeyyyyyy is what i heard from the other side.. I laughed haha, okay. We hang up. Again silence all around the room and i am staring at my pen like from where to start and this girl who not even listened to me because she was busy in taking bath cleaning her self off don't know for whom ;) gave the idea to my pen and without even thinking a word in my mind i wrote a paragraph i can't even imagine, that's how friends with benefits are. What they do and say can give you a vision to do something or they work as a power supplier to your brain like fuel does for car.. It's hard to make friends but easy to lose and if you have even one...

I thought my dream was real Being a magic she was my cure Every time i see her face I am in land of tales She was the girl who ruled my heart.. For me she was mine In my dreams she was real Her touch for me Always worked as magic To be with her was best part of my life To be with her is my need To feel alive her lips were enough And to die, i look into her eyes Heartbeat she was Working for my heart.. But who knew When you wake up Dreams break heart Now this heart don't beat.. Because i lost my heartbeat The day she left me.. So mean she was who died before me.. My heart cries But she left her shadow To wipe my tears Her daughter is master of her She put a smile on my face Even when i am not able to see her mother's face...

This world is a metaphor It seems like a land of beauty But no sign of freedom In a prison we are We are lost souls It's like living in the world You are divorced with.

Every word i am trying to put.. Is getting vanish.. My thoughts are skipping a bit.. And i am losing a grip.. Hands are leaving Leaving me to suffer The pain that kills I don't know where i am going With these improper words Which are hard to put To create a thought It's not a movie That i wait for interval Life is a ride With up's and down's Till i reach the death Many will come to kill my being But survival is must Because the play is to win..        

You have my heart, Don't paint it blue.. Keep it near, Where your heart beats.. Cz when it comes to you, I'm powerless stormy night..